I feel like a petite sex doll, my body cannot be controlled by myself.
I just graduated from university, and I joined a company I like. Because of my good figure, sexy dress and charming makeup, I quickly became the goddess in the eyes of all male colleagues in the company. Even my immediate leader was amazed by me.
After working in the company for more than a month, I suddenly received a business trip project. The leader asked me to accompany him on a business trip. There is no way, I am still a rookie and can only accept it silently. Never imagined that this married man did that kind of thing to me during a business trip.
On the first day of the business trip, the leader took me to book two rooms. Fortunately, it is not a room, I think so. He looks pretty good.
In the evening, the leader took me to attend the client's banquet. The leadership took me to meet many customers that night. At first, I pretended that I couldn't drink. But under repeated requests from the leader, I could only hold up a wine glass.
I drank a lot that night, and the client was very happy and praised my beauty again and again. Finally, the drunk I was taken back to the hotel room by the leader in a daze.
I was still a little conscious at that time. Unexpectedly, he raped me when I was drunk. While saying that he liked me, he directly violently pushed me onto the bed. My mouth was blocked by his palm and I couldn't yell loudly. My body is also unable to break free due to the effect of alcohol.
A person who seemed to be gentle at first did not expect him to do such a bold thing. Although I was terrified that night, the performance of the male leader really impressed me. As a man, he is better than all the ex-boyfriends I have been with before. Not only is he skilled, but he also gives me the ultimate satisfaction.
Probably because of the charm of his body, I began to give up the struggle, from the initial rejection to enjoyment. After that one-night stand, I was completely obsessed with him, and I wanted to repeat that exciting and crazy experience with him all the time.
During the business trip, I was like a petite sex doll. All actions are at his mercy, according to his plan, and fully satisfying him.
After returning from a business trip, I want to sever ties with him. But he threatened me with his job, saying that as long as he agreed to his request, he would ask for instructions to upgrade to the position after a period of time.
I have no choice but to accept it silently. Later, under his promotion, I became the head of the department. Slowly, I don't want to just end this relationship. Although the leader has his own family, it doesn't matter to me. As long as there is an opportunity for improvement at work, I will not give up.
Later, every few days, at the end of get off work, the leader would ask me to accompany him to the hotel. Go home after sex. Although this relationship will not bloom and bear fruit, but I have fallen deeply into the quagmire and can't get out of it.
I thought about giving up this fruitless relationship and giving up this kind of work that is not under my control. But I don't want to delay my future, what should I do?